Tim Wildes
There in the living room I sat, with my companions
-surrounding me.
We’ve cried together, laughed complementarily.
They are my family without my blood, a covenantal tribe, and my
-beloved.
They grabbed a tube and eyed me with vicious
nothingness.
I watched them before me; they pushed me back.
I let them, but why,
I don’t know.
They put the tube into my
mouth
wreaking determined suavity; each revealed a handle of liquor.
I, unable to resist their icy possession,
felt the deep burning in my
throat.
I felt it slide into my stomach, ripping my nerves like a skillet ablaze out the furnace.
I felt myself burn away, forgetting how to breathe, thoroughly intoxicated.
I was about to meet mine
-oblivion.
They saw the task nearly fulfilled, never having broken their
gaze.
They embraced me with loving arms as I continued my descent.
I watched the world slip away, my breath likewise slipping into the nonextant.
Affection of theirs
-surrounding me,
as I became no more.

Art by Oetsuru
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